in the name of fun. got this from Adik Sri
Salam Jumaat.

Bazila
There are 6 letters in your name. Those 6 letters total to 24
There are 3 vowels and 3 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 6
The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.
The expression or destiny for #6:The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation.
You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need.
You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged.
Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.
The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others.
You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities.
Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.
If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number.
There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself.
In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering.
You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes.
Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.
Your Soul Urge number is: 11
A Soul Urge number of 11 means: With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity.
This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.
If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.
If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.
The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.
Your Inner Dream number is: 4
An Inner Dream number of 4 means: You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

ps : Good! I'm not perfect. Glad! Out of the many bolds, there are many others which are positive. I will make ME better, I will. Insyaallah Friday, June 29, 2007

My fifth complaint against them is this:
I have created Hell for the unbelievers. Why is it that they persist in performing actions that will land them in Hellfire? Thursday, June 28, 2007

And My fourth complaint is this:
Mine is all Might and Glory; it is I who grants Honor in this world, in the grave and in the world t o come. Even so, they still look to honors coming from other sources. They will say, for instance, 'Were I only to occupy high office, I would surely grow very rich.' Thus they expect honor to come to them through riches and high office, whereas all these are only of a passing nature. When death comes to them, all connection ceases. Does that signal true honor? it is My Command, by which they must abide, it is I who gives them honor and Dignity in this world and the next.' Thursday, June 28, 2007

My third complaint is this:
While they are consuming the portion that I have provided for them, their gratitude goes out to someone else. They will say, for instance, 'In my vineyard I had a harvest such an amount and from my fields such an amount, from my trade so much.' But was it not I who caused the vines to grow in his vineyards and the crops in his field, and who gave him success in his commerce? Why do they remember Me not and mention not My Name when they speak of the yields of their vineyards and fields, and the profits of their trade? Wherefrom is this heedlessness; do they feel no shame?' Thursday, June 28, 2007

The second complaint is this:
'I do not give their provisions to any other than them; in spite of this, they perform actions for the sake of other than Me (that is to say, they behave hypocritically and occasion false appearances).' Thursday, June 28, 2007

from the book by Hajjah Amina Adil ;
Then Allah Almighty complained to me about my nation. One of His objections was this:
'I do not ask them to perform anything ahead of time, all I ask for them to do what they should do in its own time. But, by contrast, they ask of Me to provide them ahead of time. While I have provided them perfectly for so many years, they are not satisfied, even though they do not know whether their lives will last long enough to use up what they have been given.
Even so, their greed for the things of this world is ever increasing, and they complain of not having the wherewithal of a livelihood, always asking for more......
Why does your nation not place their reliance on Him who has forever guaranteed their subsistence?' Thursday, June 28, 2007

i had a dream very early this morning. I dreamt of a light coloured serpent, a cobra to be exact. It is long and thick. It slithered on the ground and eventually went into a dark hole. It freaked the guts out of the husband and me. Oh yes, the husband was in my dream too.

So I text the kuzzie this morning :

me : kalo mimpi ular tedong apa maknanyer?
she: kepala angkat? or down? kaler?
me: kepala down kaler coklat terang
she: rejeki tu. kalau itam blek mejik. tu yg me ingat mehda citer tat time. if i remember correctly
me: mudah mudahan. tapi panjang and gedek ko
she: rejeki=baby
she: baby gedek ko suka per. kalu diam harmless ah
me: ko nak tulang lagik?
she: da cokop tolang
me: dlm mimpi tu herman pun ada
she: Herman bot per?
me: biaserlah, nampak ular dua2 panik. tapi ular tu tak kacao kita
she: bila bangun rasa aper? Takot? Or rilek?
me: rilek jer. in fact i almost forgot about having dat dream
she: rejeki ah
me : insyaallah. mudah mudahan amin
she: cam tabib mimpi aku. mana tahu masin mulut mak yong ek

T H E E N D

ps : that explains why the husband rolls eyes each time he sees my monthly subscription. i text a lot, a hell of a lot. Haizz... Thursday, June 28, 2007

Pursuant to my last entry on the pigs' existence and its purpose in this earthly world, my mind is unrest due to the fact that i need to know the story about cats. So curiosity got the better of me. I wrote to the originator of the email, a Mr Najib Khan Surattee. And this is the next valued info i got from him. A selfless soul he is indeed. Thank you Brother.

"Wa alaikum salam,

Dear Bazila Ismail,

Thank you for writing to me.

The following is a brief description about the cat:

After the pig was created, the rats were seen in a big number in the Ark. They consumed all the food of the occupants of the Ark and filled the Vessel with filth. The prophet Nuh (a.s.) passed his hand over the back of the lion, which instantly sneezed, and the cat started attacking and eating the rats. Please take note that it is not that the cat did not enter the Ark but it was not created yet at that time. It's taken from the same book.

By the way, cats are considered as a very lovable animals. To love and take care of cats is a sunnah of our beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. May Allah bless those who love cats.

Regards,
Najib Khan Surattee"
Wednesday, June 27, 2007

for only Allah s.w.t knows best

Why in the first place Allah created the pig?


From the book entitled, "Noah's Ark and the Universal Deluge" by Mohamad
Yasin Owadally, it is quoted:

"Two species of animals that did not enter the Ark were seen coming out on Mount Judi namely the pig (and the cat). These animals did not exist before the deluge, but Allah created them in the Ark because the Ark was filled with filth and the human excrements that pervaded and unbearable stink.
The people of the Ark could no longer bore the bad smell, so they complained to Prophet Noah (may peace be upon him).
Therefore Noah passed his hand on the back of the elephant and lo!
The pig came out from the anus of the elephant.
The pig complied with the Instructions of Allah, it consumed all the filth and the human
excrements within the Ark and the stink disappeared."


So I hope by now you understand what is the purpose of pigs in this world.
They are not meant for eating but for cleaning those dirty stuffs.

ps : i am clueless about the story of the cat which first emerged from the bahtera Nabi Nuh a.h. Anyone who knows, pls enlighten me. Wednesday, June 27, 2007

....the family chronicles and saga continues
and i am gonna end up with sleep deprivation this whole week
Life is great Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Here they are....pictures of contentment.

Cool Slideshows!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

Break's over
Back to school for the kids
Hello Hectic Monday, June 25, 2007

In the name of God, the Merciful, the Compassionate

'Ali ibn Abu Talib, may God be pleased with him, would describe the Prophet as follows :

He was neither too tall nor too short
He was of average height of his people
His hair was not curly or fully straight either. It was in between
He was not overweight
His cheeks were not too chubby
His face was rounded and white verging on red
The white of his eyes was clear white and his pupils were black
His eyelashes were long
His bones were slim
His body was not hairy
He had a line of thin hair on his chest
His hands and feet were big
When he walked, he was as if walking downhill and his feet off the ground
When he turned, he would turn all his body
There was the seal of prophethood between his two shoulders
He was the seal of the chain of the prophets, he was the last one
He was the most generous of all people at heart
He was the most truthful of all people in speech
He was the softest in temperament
He knew the best matters (had perfect relations with others) among his people
One would quiver at seeing him all of a sudden: once one knew him he would like him
'Ali ibn Abu Talib, may God be pleased with him says:
A person who saw the Prophet would say, I never saw anyone alike neither before nor after him
O God, bestow mercy and security upon Muhammad, the Prophet of Mercy and the intercessor for the community, his most clean and pure family and Companions

Amin Saturday, June 23, 2007

After almost coming short of 70 days to mark my one year existence in the bloggy world, I realised that there are only a few entries of mine which exemplify my frustrations, poignant, anger. Apart from that there are many entries potraying my exuberance, joy and happiness.

Let the truth be told, I do not fabricate those happy things. Due to that, I may come across as someone who is sad-free, angerless - a hypocrite, a fake. This is not true either. I am afterall a human with many weaknesses. At times I may write entries which you may find inconsequential, irrelevant. Well, it may be of no importance to you but not to me or I would not have penned it down in the 1st place. This is what blogging is all about.
I guess the reason is I always expect to see that rainbow at the end of the tunnel. That silver lining behind the clouded sky.
The goodness that is promised upon me if I persevere and hold on little longer than I normally would.
I perceive the glass half full, not half empty
I believe in the Giver of all things, the generous Bestower, Opener of All Ways, the All-Knowing

Bottomline, I loathe drowning in sadness. I abhor looking in the mirror only to be greeted by this pathetic loser's face.
So I choose to be happy. Yes, it is a matter of choice. Don't get me wrong. Sadness in itself brings about many revelations and benefits to a person.
When we are sad, suddenly He comes to our mind.
There's a saying that goes, "IT IS EASIER TO REMEMBER AND UTTER HIS GLORIOUS NAME IN TIMES OF HARDSHIP AND SADNESS BUT HE IS ALWAYS FORGOTTEN WHEN IN TIMES OF HAPPINESS. WHEN IN FACT DOES HE NOT THE ONE WHO BESTOWS THOSE GIFTS AND REWARDS UPON YOU?" Thus, HE 'rewards' upon us hardship and sorrow so that we always remember HIM, seek HIS protection when we are joyous and thereafter.

That is why ;

when I am sad, I am thankful and happy

when I am happy, I am very thankful and extremely happy.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Stated below is my checklist for tomorrow's gathering cum birthday for June Babies at my humble abode ;

1. bonesteak 120pcs - checked (thank you Deen Biasa)
2. french loaf 16pcs - checked (mer acey Wari!)
3. sate beef 150pcs - checked (mer acey Kak Linda!)
4. sate chicken x 50pcs - checked (to-ceh to-ceh Kak Linda)
5. Wafa/Zainal/Wiwin birthday cake - checked (sie-sie-ni Prima Deli)
6. fried bee hoon - checked (jazakumullah Ibuku)
7. Personal invitation for Gremm - checked (insyaallah i won't be disappointed)
9. Presence of my loved ones - checked (i lurrrvveeeeeeee you all)

Yey! Aku suker taoooooo!!!! Friday, June 22, 2007

Finally, pics of the family trip to Melaka for your viewing pleasure.
To sum it up, it was a pleasant brief getaway, albeit the initial shock at the accomodation where we stayed and other 'shocking' revelations.

shocking revelation no.1 :
The sign at the entrance to the apartment says Clean and Green environment. The smart ass Afiq has since proclaimed it BLACK and GREEN environment. He goes "ni aper ni Clean and Green? More like black and green saaajerr!
Well we couldn't agree more, looking at the exterior of the apartments one couldn't agree more. Luckily we've got the better of the 2 flats. I will never recommend Garden City to anyone.

shocking revelation no.2 :
There are no bidets in the apartment toilets where we stayed!! Like kuzzie Yati said, it's very the Cina..aper kira-kira pakai selet jer aper?! Now, time to be creative people.

shocking revelation no.3 :
Baqir is officially Mr. Bululess. Our sympathies to him but it runs in his family you see. Again, we don't have the heart to penalise him for being bulu-less. We love you boy. You've got many years ahead of you, the bulu will appear..errr hopefully. You always make us laugh, though often than not you are always the butt of the jokes.

shocking revelation no.4 :
To our darling nephew and niece - Nur and Baqir, a very sincere heartfelt compassion to both of you from Cik Yati and I. You see honey bunnies, you don't pry open oysters' shells like you do with kuachis (melonseeds, sunflower seeds whatever) lest you are willing to chip or even lose a tooth or two.
Lesson to be learnt : Don't ever put your 100% trust in your Aunties. They blabber when intoxicated with ikan bakar. And kepang is not the combination of kerang and kupang..no such word exists aite.

shocking revelation no.5 :
Not really shocking though no less hilarious. We were watching a malaysian channel (NTV7 or TV3) on the tv when this advert came up and it was about some-kind of telcom network advert promoting their 50/50 mobility plan. That advert was really really funny we all ended up laughing non-stop. Now whoever came up with the idea of that advert is really one twisted genius.

Err guys, are there are more shockng revelations which I might have probably missed out??

But we managed to rough it out. Biasalah, kita orang ni semua survivor..campak kat maner maner pun tetap boleh hidup, insyaallah.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

She is 6 today


Izz Wafa Hermansyah is her name
eversince she is around, life has never been the same
merriment is her middle name
mishief is her game
wind, rain, noise are her phobia
in exception of that you will always see her in ebullience, exhilirated
such a joy to have her, thank you Allah, thank you Allah
Alhamdulillah

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

That, my dear bloggers is my name in Japanese translation. Amacam? Sounds very animated aint' it? Like a name of an animated character who possesses special magnificent power that fight all evil and brings peace on earth. Ceybah.
But also sounds like keropok kaka lah beb...wat ya guys think?

Zukazikitaka Kiaririnkakita aka Bazila Ismail

CooOOlnesss..... Monday, June 18, 2007

Suddenly, there was a person who said salam. "May I come in?" he asked.
But Fatimah did not allow him to enter the room. "I'm sorry, my father is ill," said Fatimah, and turned back and closed the door.
She went back to her father who had opened his eyes and he asked Fatimah, "Who was he, my daughter?" "I don't know, my father. It's the first time I'm seeing him," Fatimah said gently. Then, Rasulullah (SAW) looked at his daughter with a trembled look, as if he wanted to recall about every part of his daughter's face.
"Know one thing! He is who erases the temporary pleasure; he is who separates the companionship in the world. He is the angel of death," said Rasulullah (SAW).
Fatimah bore the bomb of her cry.
The death angel came toward him, but Rasulullah (SAW) asked why Jibril did not come along with him.
Then, Jibril was called. Jibril was ready in the sky to welcome the soul of Habibullah and the leader of the earth.
"O Jibril, explain to me about my rights in front of ALLAH?" Rasulullah (SAW) asked with a weak voice.
"The doors of the sky have opened; the angels are waiting for your soul."
"All jannats are open widely waiting for you," Jibril said.
But, in fact, all that did not make Rasulullah (SAW) relieved.
His eyes were still full of worry. "You are not happy to hear this news?" asked Jibril.
"Tell me about the destiny of my people in the future?"
"Don't worry, o Rasul ALLAH. I heard ALLAH told me: 'I make jannat haram for everyone, except the people of Muhammad" Jibril said.
It became closer and closer, the time for Malaekat Izrail to do his work.
Slowly, Rasulullah's (SAW) soul was pulled. It seemed that the body of Rasulullah (SAW) was full of sweat (paseena); the nerves of his neck became tight.
"Jibril, how pain this sakaratul maut is!" Rasulullah (SAW) uttered a groan slowly.
Fatimah closed her eyes, Ali sat beside her bow deeply and Jibril turned his face back.
"Am I repugnant to you that you turn your face back o Jibril?" Rasulullah (SAW) asked to the Deliverer of Wahyu.
"Who is the one who could see the Habibullah in his sakaratul maut," Jibril said.
Not for a while, Rasulullah (SAW) uttered a groan because of unbearable pain.
"O ALLAH, how greatest is this sakaratul maut.
Give me all these pains, don't to my people."
The body of Rasulullah (SAW) became cold, his feet and chest did not move anymore. His lips vibrated as if he wanted to say something, Ali took his ear close to Rasulullah (SAW). "Uushiikum bis salati, WA maa malakat aimanuku, take care the salat and take care the weak people among you."
Outside the room, there were cries shouted each other, sahabat held each other.
Fatimah closed her face with her hands and, again, Ali took his ear close to Rasulullah's (SAW) mouth, which became bluish.
"Ummatii, Ummatii, Ummatii?” "My people, my people, my people."
And the life of the noble man ended.
Could we love each other like him?
Allahumma sale 'ala Muhammad wa baarik wa salim'alaihi.
How deep is Rasulullah's (SAW) love to us.

Don't worry if people hate you because there are many others who love and care for you on the earth.
But be worried if ALLAH hates you because there is no other who loves and cares for you in akhirat. Monday, June 18, 2007

Moi little vain-pot - "Nenek, nak macam nenek punyer tuh! Yang merah merah kat tangan tu, nak macam tu jugak!!"

kecoh banget ini anak!

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Friday, June 15, 2007

We had our moments today at the playground. The Heir is Fox, Her Royal Highness is Mother Hen, Heiress the Chick.

The game should be played out in this sequence - Fox has to try to kidnap chick and eat her. Mother Hen has to protect chick from being kidnapped. It's slightly different from the original version of the game but that's how the kids wanna play it so i played along.

But in a weird twist of physical stamina fate, Mother Hen got out of breath and raised up the white flag tad too soon and marched Fox and Chick back home.

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Friday, June 15, 2007

I did tell you earlier about the lunch thingy with The Boss. So we had our lunch at Sakura Northpoint. As the dishes had been pre-ordered earlier, the food was served quick enough upon our arrival. The Boss brought along his wife and daughter who's here for a 1-week visit.

It was a birthday celebration for June. So we had the usual cliche of cake cutting and out-of-tune birthday song. Here are the pictures to tell.


The StoreRangers
B'day gal cutting the cake
happy see! (translate : happy nampak!)
from downunder
b'day gal and her royal highness
Friday, June 15, 2007

I walked into the office a happy girl today. The sun is shining bright, the breeze soothes the skin, aahhh it is just so refreshing. And to think I turned in late last night. Went to sleep after 2a.m. gara-gara si Hikmah tu lohh.

It's all in the brain i guess. Just the mere thought of a getaway can really perks one up.

Although my ideal getaway is me basking in the sun reading my favourite novel, building sandcastles with my babies, teasing the marine life with my snorkel and wet stale bread and frolicking in the sea with my baby. But that will have to wait till next year. Next year we plan to go to Perhentian Island, off the east coast of Terengganu where the sand is crystal white, the ocean is aquamarine blue, the marine life is abundance and colourful. Maldives will just have to wait for me till my pockets get fuller.

Today I'm calling the day off earlier. Plan to leave the office after lunch appointment with the Big Boss and his family. I will spend the rest of Friday with continuation of Hikmah marathon, pack up my travel bag, sit back and relax.

So dear peeps, i really WANT you to have a fabu-tastic weekend. I know i will. Salam. Friday, June 15, 2007

Currently i am reading this book titled MUHAMMAD THE MESSENGER OF ISLAM - His Life & Prophecy by Hajjah Amina Adil. Hajjah Amina is from the family of Prophet Muhammad saw. Born in Russia during the early Communist era and married to Shaykh Muhammad Nazim Adil al-Haqqani, the spiritual head of the Naqshbandi Sufi Order. She now resides in Cyprus.

I've barely moved on from Chapter 1 of the book and yet this book is one book I hold so dear besides the Holy Quran of course. I've always wanted to learn more about our beloved Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. and other Prophets and Messengers before his time. This book, oh Ya Allah, this book is very much what I need. And while in the bus on the way to work this morning, I cried. Tears were free flowing. People must have thought I was riding through a heartache. I cried reading this :

Narration of Ka'b al-Akhbar
This narration is from Ka'b al-Akhbar, who was known as Abu Ishaq. Ka'b was one of the learned scholars of the Jews and during the blessed lifetime of the Holy Prophet saw he lived in the land of Yemen. He did not accede to the honor of true faith during the Prophet's lifetime, but only thereafter, during the Khalifa of Abu-Bakr as-Siddiq, or according to in some of the hadith related by the honorable companions of the Holy Prophet. One of these companions, Sahif bin 'Umar al-Ansari, claims to have heard from his father 'Amr :

During the Holy Prophet's saw lifetime I became acquainted with Ka'b and I used to meet him in a number of assemblies. It was his intention to come and attend the association of the Holy Prophet saw, and without yet having met him, he confirmed that he was indeed the Seal of the Prophets. One day he told us that this was going to be Holy Prophet's saw last year, and that he very much wished he could make ready and go to meet him on time. He hastened his preparations and set out on the journey. There came one night, however, when he was seen to dart in and out (of the tent) at frequent intervals during the night, gazing intently at the night sky and weeping copiously.
As it dawned, I addressed him and sair: "Oh, Abu Ishaq, what has befallen you? How is it that you have spent the night gazing at the sky and weeping? What hidden wisdom is there in your action?" He turned to me and answered, "During this night the Holy Prophet saw at Madinah al-Munawwara was transported from this world to the next. I looked at the skies and saw that the gates of Heaven were opened wide to receive him, and I saw all the angels stand in attendance and celebrate his coming with songs of praise and honor. And on the whole earth there is no better place than that place where his blessed remains are to be buried; it is the choicest of all spots in this world.; Thus he spoke and swore by Allah.
I was completely dumbfounded by this explanation and therefore took exact note of the very date and hour when he uttered these words. So when we actually arrived in Madinah, we heard that it was indeed on that very night that the Holy Prophet saw had departed from this passing abode to that of permanence........

I'll write more intriguing and meaningful excerpts from this book as I read on. God, there is abundance of them. However, it is no intention of mine to achieve anything other than sharing that little bit of knowledge with you. I admit I am no scholar or a learned person but I'm trying very hard to be a knowledgeable person in Islam. If you're interested to read the whole content of the book I recommend you go to Warda bookstore at Bussorah Street. Priced at S$49.90 but worth it. Trust me.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007

I was on medical leave on Monday. Sore throat, throbbing headache. Must be due to heatiness inside. Keep on telling myself to drink 8 glasses of water, well at least 5 but even that is hard to achieve. Face it, maybe I am an reincarnation of a camel. I have water storage in my body. Huh yeah, what crap!

So back to Monday, the hubby fetch me to my company clinic at Taman Jurong. Granted 1day mc. We went for quick lunch at nearby Banquet. Then we rented vcds for the whole season of Hikmah 2. Giler kan kiter. Upon returning from lunch, we were glued to the TV for one whole day, watching Hikmah 2. We only break for prayers and food. Even Bibik pun addicted to Hikmah. Maklumlah, dia kan orang kampung Hikmah.

But overall, I did enjoy my time with hubby and kids at home. Wish I can do that more often but I know it is still a wishful thinking on my part.

Anyways, I am so looking forward for a short getaway to Melaka this weekend. Kuzzie Yati and moi had planned this. We wanna have fun, swimming and farting in the pool is just one part of the fun right kuzzie? See, either we are pathetics or we are just 2 happening hot mommas!! I prefer the latter. Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Sorry peeps. I happen to be in an entranced mood for songs from my past. However, this is a tamer version of the lyrics. What? Surely I can't be giving you the crude version, I dah taubat laaaaa....
Still, this is the 1st song we shared on our 1st date.

Creep

When you were here before
couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special
you're so very special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
she's running
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy
whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here
I don't belong here
I don't belong here Sunday, June 10, 2007

Year 1996. Learnt my lesson well. The lyrics says it all.


I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn Sunday, June 10, 2007

okay junz, i'm revealing this for the 1st time in my blog. Here it goes.
10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself

1) i sneezed funny. lost for an opening line? I resort to my unique sneeze..cracks people up everytime
2) i fart a lot and i mean lots be it odour or odourless. God made me pay my dues when i was doing my Umrah...err, nevermind.
3) a bedwetter till i was 9
4) scratch my bum when nobody's looking
5) emotional wreck, hard on the outside, all mushy inside
6) i am a loud person, runs in the family
7) loves digging my nose
8) loves to launch a surprise bite-attack on hubby's bum
9) has a fetish for newborns' big toe, i will bite them till they cry
10) cellulite is my buddy for life

next 6 lucky victims :

Jannah
Filah
Lidya
Khairil
Yati
Nadia Saturday, June 09, 2007

Friday, June 08, 2007

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

today is their wedding anniversary. 8 years of marital bliss. 8 years through thick and thin. they pray for many many more years together, zillion years will be nice.

Girl 17. Boy 19. they met on her final day of O level exam
it wasn't love at first sight
they encountered few, make it many mishaps and hiccups along the way
they enjoyed their young and wild days together
4 years later they were engaged to be married
2 years on and still crazy about each other, they tied the knot

a miracle happened on their wedding nite as a result of their passionate love

9 months later they were blessed with an Heir

forever young and obsessively in love,

another miracle happened and 15 months on Heiress came along

if there's one thing the girl has learnt from her marriage, it is...


We Are Not Compatible Baby
We Are Made For Each Other

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

CONGRATULATIONS to my hubby's youngest sis and her hubby for arrival of their bundle of joy - Mira Nisrina bte Khairul Nazri. Born by C-sect on a Vesak Day holiday, Thursday 31st May, a real nightmare for doctor and nurses who wish they can enjoy their holiday in peace.

Nevertheless, Mira is cute round little baby, weighing at 3.06kg with double eyelids and thick black hair. Too bad I didn't take any baby pictures of her. Tak teringat langsung nak snap gambar. No worries, the next time I see her there'll be pictures of us together and she's gonna end up with a sore, bitten-mark toe..courtesy from her 'all over again auntie'. Couldn't accomplish that last night, especially in the presence of her grandmas. What a waste. Monday, June 04, 2007

The kids did, tremendously. They are water babies just like their Ibu and Abah. We were in JB the whole day. Sis brought us to JB's Jungle Town (Hutan Bandar). A nice place with pools that are wonderful for kids and even adults to waddle in.

After 2 hours of soaking in the fun, we headed to Kak Long's place. Kak Long has this modest stall selling stuffs like mee goreng, nasi goreng and ramli burger and drinks etc etc which she sets up right at her front porch. When we came, she quickly set into a sizzling mode....RAMLI BURGERS were ready to be devoured in 10mins. Now, is that awesome or what.

Evening ended with Sis's new car and dinner at where else but Kenny Rogers. Sis's treat. Thank you very much.

their best cousin, Iqmal











the downside, back to work on Friday. Bluerrrkk!!

Labels: love family

Monday, June 04, 2007

I blame me for not setting my eyes on his masterpieces when I had the chance to
I blame me for not seeing this artistic man when I was there where he was too
I blame me for being a lazybum, too cozy for my own comfort
I should have just taken that few steps and I could have seen him with his art with my very own eys
It's not that I know him personally and neither do we share any relations.
But damn, I wish I can get to see the man's undisputed talent alive
Who would have known that God decided his time is up in this earthly world barely 3 days after the event at Taman Warisan Melayu
I was there last Saturday.
Ironic. I know.
I only know him today. Woke up in the morning and this article greeted me ;

Click this :
http://cyberita.asia1.com.sg/singapura/story/0,3617,97084,00.html?

Sad, so sad. A man of high calibre gone so soon. Allah s.w.t. loves him more.
Takziah untuk keluarga Allahyarham Mohammad Din Mohd.
May his soul rests in peace, insyaallah.
For those who are reading this till the end, kindly sedeqah Al-Fatehah for his soul.

Thank you. Friday, June 01, 2007