of the weekend and my SHIELD

heading off to bintan tomorrow morning.

this time with the brotos in tow. saja jalan-jalan, makan angin, mandi manda.

need another massage. the last one i had early this month was somewhat distracting.

i am towards my end of breaking dawn (not down..heh) - closing finale of the twilight saga. well there's much to talk about this one - endless. i know, i know. 32 year old woman reading teenage flicks. how shameful! hey, i know i'm not the only one guilty as charged. anyway, will touch on this when i've finished the book. now i'm at page 616 - another 138 pages to go and the storyline is getting incredulous!

tapi kan, after breaking dawn i'll be bookless. oh NO!!! i can't be bookless. i am one without limbs if i don't have my book. my book is my shield. a granite distraction from the constant evolvement around me.

you see, as natural in humans as blood running in the veins - we see and we tend to talk. we talk and then we comment. we comment and then we judge. we judge and then we make remarks - never mind if the remarks are true or otherwise slanderous, sedar atau tak sedar these are just natural progressions for humans. and oh yes, we can do all these in our heads too. no need to have company, all these can happen in my head and in my heart. i don't know about you though. i am but a weak human. conclusion : the angel on my left will run out of paper to write my doom score by the end of the day. and this is precisely what i do not need. definite.

so a book is essential for me - a lifesaver, my shield. u know what, i am looking for the time close to the future where i can bump into someone who reads quran like reading any other book in the train, bus, cab, bus stop. this is a commonsight on the other part of the globe. me? i am meek. i don't have enough courage to do that yet. coward.

so, what's my next shield? advise me sisters, what is worth reading nowadays? and please, no more vampires and werewolves this time. i had enough, almost.