lately it seems like there's nothing to write about
it's not that my life has been dull
it has been far from dull to tell the truth
just last weekend i was at gunung ledang resort, enjoying myself in the warmth of my family and the cascading chill waterfall.....simply awesome. alhamdulillah.

though not forgetting to mention on the frequent 'melawats'. since the past month there have been one passing too many that i went to
scary it seems, how life is so very fragile
one moment you're here and the next you are buried 7 feet under dirt
have i prepared enough for death to come?
visiting the dead is not just to pay respects to the deceased and his family you know
visiting the dead is more for us, the living pathetics to feel remorse and truly realise that death is imminent regardless if one is a day old or live to a 100
maybe that explains why i don't blog much
maybe i am self reflecting
maybe i just chicken out from writing
so many thoughts, so much fear....i fear of losing my mother
i fear losing my husband
i fear losing my children
to sum it up, i fear losing my loved ones
but yet, death is imminent


Thursday, May 22, 2008