salam everyone. yes, what do you know…it’s monday again blah blah blah. but surprisingly royal highness awoke bright and early and in good spirits. Macam happy happy feeling jer gitu. you know, that kind of feeling when you just feel-that-all-is- smooth-sailing-and-like-nothing’s-gonna-ruin-your-day kind of feeling. I think I must have done something awesome and I am getting rewarded for my good deed….agaknyer jer and i hope that is really the case.

and oh, of course there’s ramadhan….another reason to be joyful and grateful that we will be meeting up with the holy month again. thanks to Allah.

but one thing for sure, my relationship with emak has gone to another level of wholesomeness. i’m lovin’ her and more and more each passing day. and i learn to comprehend her point of view. when our conversation doesn’t go the way i anticipated, i learn to quickly zikir astaghfirullah under my breath, solemnly. MasyaAllah it really works wonders. now hubby and i have to satisfy her desire to beautify our living room with her proud collection of self-sewn curtains. given a choice, hubby and i have unanimously voted for no-curtain show for the balcony. but what can you do when a mother says ‘inilah permintaan mak yang terakhir, lain mak tak nak. nanti kalo aku mati tak derlah terbeliak mater aku nengok umah ko takder langsir”, boleh gitu? mothers can only be described two ways – either they are good at psycho thingy (reverse psychology, get it?) or they really are psychos. yes i realized that last week. but it was funny to the point of being comical having her said that.
Emak, mak…..i love you sesangat.

but of course, i am only human. i had a couple of setbacks the past week. not to mention many, but royal highness really would like to tadarus and khatam al-quran with bonda at her hq everyday for 10days straight starting this ramadhan. but husband said no – too far away (tampines), the tadarus will end very late (don’t think so, after tarawih we’ll be dismissed), his elder sis is always available whenever i want to recite quran (but this is tadarus, tak samer ngan belajar ngaji like usual). bottomline is a big NO. disappointed, yes. but isteri adalah milik suami. hubby’s concern with regards to distance. i appreciate his concern and i’ll find other options. in life there are plenty of choices. i’ll choose one which will benefit me and will leave a smile on hubby's sexy lips.

bonda’s words are still ringing in my head “belajarlah, tak kira jauh atau dekat, lagi jauh lagi barakah..setiap tapak yang kita langkah kerana Allah di beri berlipat ganda pahala”. MasyaAllah. bestnyer…….cepatlah timbul ramadhan, tak sabar oden menunggu nie. Monday, September 10, 2007