Okay. I'm going to bare it all here. Can't stand it anymore, the pressure and anxiety are shredding me to pieces.

Truth
His Royal Highness went for a job interview this morning. He is offered a job @ Exxon Mobil. Actually he will be employed by the subcon of Exxon Mobil. The work does not differ much from what he has been doing now at SCDF but if he accepts the offer, he will be stationed at Jurong Island with a new shift rotation and has exposure working in an oil refinery plant.

Dare
Though job scope is interesting, the pay isn't. It is 20%-30% lesser than what he is getting from his current employer. He is DARE-ing himself to take up the offer as he regards this as a stepping stone for him to gain experience and exposure before he embarks for better prospects in oil refinery field.

TRICK
The truth is, I've given him my word that I will support him in his career and for sure I am. Really, the DARE is on me actually. Big letter F is what worrying me the most - Financial. Can we cope? What if the 3rd comes along. He promised that the job change will not make him change his mind about having another baby.
I guess I am thinking too much, worrying unduly. It is Syaitan's TRICK to ruin all my senses and logic and start blaming him and HIM when things don't go along as we expected.
Hey guess what Syaitan - you will not succeed cos I have this little thing called FAITH. I have faith in HIM. I have faith in my marriage. I have faith in my family. I love my family. I love my Man.

TREAT
I know at the end of the day, I still have my Man to embrace warmth and passion with. He loves me and the feeling has always been mutual.
Face it G, this is only part of HIS challenge. What can't kill me will not break me. HE will reward us for our patience and perseverance. That is the kind of treat I want. From HIM and only HIM. Humans disappoint but not HIM. Monday, May 21, 2007