It is so unlike me to skip lunch and decline an invitation to a hearty meal. You can figure out by now, yes I am a good eater. I can eat lots. However these past few days saw a different side of me. I am not keen in devouring my favourite food. I skipped lunch. Today I actually brought to office with me 5pcs of chicken wraps which I gave away 3 to colleagues and I was left with 2. Amazingly, those 2 wraps of mine remain untouched, till now. Whoa!! I can't believe it myself sey!

I don't know what is happening to me. Painful stomach cramps yesterday, no appetite for few days. Hope this is not permanent though, I am soOO missing my favourite food you know. On the other side of the coin though, it is actually not too bad either. Hopefully I can shed some grams or maybe even kilos.....hehehee, seems too far fetch I guess. Ha hah! *eyes rolling*

Seriously, my body is here but my mind and soul have wandered to another place, a distant place which I hope I will take me there. No, wrong phrase - I hope HE will take me there.

This must be it. This explains all the jazzy jazz feeling and its effect on my body.

Ya Allah, another day to go. Please. I beg of YOU to make it happen. I really really need this.

Astaghfirullah hal 'adzim. Thursday, April 12, 2007