I wish it is that simple. What used to be so easy to just grab and go is just very difficult to execute now. My passport is not with me. I can't do anything now. I am in state of helplessness.

I received an important yet short message yesterday. But that was enough to shaken me up. Called up my sis, told her to visit our dearest aunt quickly if she can. Her health is deteriorating, lost a lot of weight and now she's just skin and bones.

This is oh so so so heartbreaking. I am holding back tears now. I wish I could be there for her. Seeing her never fails to lighten up my life. My Aunt, she is a jovial, easy-going, loud-speaking, joke-cracking kinda person. It is never difficult for people to get comfortable with her.

Oh My Lord! I pray for her well-being. I pray that I will be able to meet her upon my return. I pray that upon my return, she will be her usual self again. I pray that YOU will cure her of her illness. If her time is up, kindly pleaee make it easy for her.

Amin, Ya Rabbal 'Alamin. Monday, April 09, 2007