i am not afraid to stand alone~~if Allah is by my side

Sunday, March 04, 2007

I doubt myself every time
I have good reason to feel this
I'm never like this before
At times I'm even shocked looking at ME
My NEW ME....hopefully
But I love my new ME
Like MacDonald's tagline - I'm simply lovin' it... every single day
God works His way in unexplained, unforeseen manner
Of course He does not need to explain his every action
For whatever action He takes are for the good of his Servants
For us Servants life is just so unpredictable

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
Please let this be mine forever to keep
For I'm loving every minute of it
I am living love, I wish to die in love
For I only have you in my heart

Allah Allah Allah
I used to not know what it takes to have you etched in my stained heart
I guess the answer was there all along but I was blind
Purify the heart
Cleanse the soul
I know I have not really found You yet
I still have a long way to go
Rome was not built overnight
All I am asking for
Give me Faith
Give me Perseverance
Give me Patience
Give me Compassion
Give Give Give
And all along I asked You to give me
But what have I given You in return?

But instead
You have called for me
Thank You Allah for extending your invitation to me
Surely You have a pretty long list of names to invite
Somehow in between the list, my underserving tiny name must have popped out
Thank You Allah
I just could not thank You enough

Do I deserve to accept Your invitation?
As quickly as I asked this question, I quickly have it erased from my empty mind
Who am I to decline?
Who am I to say no to You Dearest Allah?

Subhanallah
Walhamdulillah
Wa la ila ha illlallah
Wallahu akbar

Sunday, March 04, 2007