I have a notion that my life's gonna be altered soon. It's a premonition. A sign.
I have mixed feelings on how these will work out at the end of the day. I leave this matter to Allah s.w.t. Yet, I can't just sit around doing nothing. I have to do something, but what is it. I'm dazed, confused.

Irony as this may seem, these changes are not gonna come from me, at least most of it. It's what others around me do that have an impact on me. It's what they decide that will leave an effect on me. How to stop this. I'm nervous, not really ready to step on the other side - the unknown. I'm prepared. No, I'm not prepared. My heart is thumping faster than usual now.

Tawakkal to Allah. Rabbi Yassir wa laa tu'assir.

Ya Allah, please make it easy for me, not difficult. Tuesday, February 27, 2007