For those of you out there who have watched TV3's Di Sebalik Malam last night and found yourself having difficulty sleeping after that, you are not alone.

Too much have been revealed. The show succeeded in stirring up one's emotion - at least that's what it did to me. Repulsive, mual, ngilu, marah, sayu, insaf. Allah has been extremely nice to me. Thank You Allah.

Ending of the show and choice of song could not have been better, music clip by AJL winner Adibah Noor was played ;

Kau....terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayang mu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Ingin ku lihat mu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

and all I could do was sob. The feeling? Helpless. Thursday, January 25, 2007