This Sunday, kiter sambung belajar kat Woodlands with Ustazah Raja Zubaidah. Syukur Alhamdulillah. I feel like I really need the weekly doses to keep my conscious alive. Raser badan ni dah lembik semacam jer...nak kener wake up call lagik ni!! Itu pun macam tak cukup, i mean the weekly doses.

So while we stop belajar for the past 2 months almost, me continue myself by reading books berkenaan rohaniah and sejarah Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. But like the wise always say, belajar tanpa berguru ni banyak risiko nyer. But having said that, of course lah kalo nak berguru tu cariklah guru yang bertauliah and memang dah terbukti kesahihannya. So I'm very very glad that the classes are continued, sekurang-kurangnya boleh bersoal jawab dengan Bonda tentang kemusykilan agama or berkenaan aper aper yang kita tak paham dari buku yang kita baca tu.

Maklumlah, umur dah 30 tapi pengetahuan agama maseh tahap toddler lagik..kater owang baru nak tumbuh gigi laaaaaaaaa. I'm not proud of this fact, in fact I'm very ashamed...born a Muslim but act otherwise. Alangkah sayangnya kelebihan diberikan Allah s.w.t tapi tak dimanfaatkan secukupnya. Don't we realise that we are indeed very lucky to have been born a Muslim and that sebaik baik manusia Nabi Muhammad itulah pembimbing dan mentor kiter.....ala ala "oh oh oh..Tunjur Ajar ku Sifu" (tagline dari rancangan Mentor TV3).

Syukur lah....cos ingat-ingat balek Tuhan maseh sayangkan diriku. Nasib baik tak dicabutnya nyawaku tatkala aku tengah hanyut dibuai zaman remaja dan nafsu serakah. Isssh, Astahgfirullah hal azim, tak nak ingat balek semua tu. Mudah mudahan di tetapkan iman.

Amin. Wednesday, December 06, 2006